i had a drive on my bicycle the other day in a place that had little barriers to the eye, hardly any trees or buildings around. no hills or mountains, just flat earth that allows you to see far and wide. a lot of grass, tall and yellow because of a lack of rain, waving in the wind. i listened to your latest show on my headphones while bicycling and it reminded me of the time i got lured into a sex cult under the pretense of going to an art performance (or was it an art performance after all?). i remembered i brought back a little flyer or advertisement that night and looked it up the other day, its text reads:
"where you made to feel ashamed
after a lifetime of being shattered, the time to be whole again has come.
everyday is truly a chance to realize your most powerful self.
papa. he understands and he can heal. papa.
be guided to understanding. find yourself.
let the rotting waters rise, drink them up.
learn to understand your needs.
no shame. only acceptance.
no pain. only truth.
no limits. only expansion of the self.
welcome home.
find yourself. call papa. #######"