lol. How about being whipped in the face by thorns as you crawl desperately through an endless tunnel of mud, in the dark, during a thunderstorm?
Kinda like life in general amirite
what you'll be getting is the notion of the individual reconciled within something more pantheistic. you'll experience the Whole as being comprised of individual components with a shift in one reverberating throughout and informing the rest. an network of information signals forming a single entity. this will be conveyed visually; synesthesia as a communicative language.
Take your time. Its not to be trifled with. Do it when you're ready.