They tend to go hand in hand tho. Was never a heavy drinker unless stims were involved. Being nicely drunk is a wonderful thing though. Esp with a nice clean spirit. Clearer head, more lucid, next day not as bad. But the hangovers I usually get from standard alcohol and beer, or worse of all a mix,have made me way more cautious about it all as I get older. Funnily enough, the chang seems to make the next day a lot more bareable.
God damn this cheap high quality shit. Full disclosure. My brain chemistry is swayed pretty easily, but I can go whole nights on it where things are flowing, everything nice. But then there's times where a switch flips and this wave of heavy self consciousness washes over and I feel like I wanna be invisible. Worst is when you have to then make your way home in daylight. Sometimes it really feels like teetering on the edge of some kind of psychosis.
Not sure why I needed to share. But there you go.
Anyone else relate? Or even better, managed to pull yourself out of it?