The Saga of Goblin Nonce.

luka

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Droid says this is a job without perks. And he is probably right. But if we give that up then what remains? Where is God taking us?
 

luka

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Do you want to withhold judgement? Do you want to be god-flotsam, God-jetsam, washed upon the tide? What would that mean?
 

luka

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Part of me thinks we must. And this, I think, is accelerationism. To submit to the onward forward flowing push of history. God-flotsam God-jetsam. Carried by the on rushing surging tide.
 

luka

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And if we don't? What difference? Who will remember? Who will put a marker in the ground? That you resisted time itself? Forgotten. Rubbed out. Never happened.
 

luka

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And yeah of course I like this record You like that one. I prefer the beat which goes booga booga you like the one that goes clickety clack. We will talk about these things.
 

luka

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I am a booga booga man you are a clickety clack man and never the twain shall meet.
 

luka

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I am still squirming on the hook. I am. I am not ready to submit. When I am I will clock out like my dad, yeah nah sorry had enough seen all there is to see in this place moving on.
 

luka

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How old was he? 62, 63? It's enough innit. Sorry had enough. You've got nothing more to show me moving on. Thanks for the memories.
 

luka

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A very great and very powerful man. Luminous. Knew when to call it a night. Hopefully i am his son. Let's see.
 

luka

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Would buckle you in two with a single glance. A pure wavelength of intensity. Absolute power. A good dad. A total cunt. Horrible and childish and impossible. Great dad. Loved him
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luka

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A hair trigger psychopath. Combustible. Always on the verge of an explosion. What a brilliant man. So glad he was my dad. Miss you dad.
 

luka

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"Life is a game of choice and consequence" that's what he used to say. And I don't need to hear anything else. That is the only thing I need.
 

luka

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I can't convey to you the intensity of his gaze. If you meet me in the flesh you will see a bit of it but mellowed, not as laser focus. A little more provisional. A little more compromised and broken.
 

luka

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My eyes are powerful it's a gaze it's the real thing but it's a generation later a generation further from the source. So that's me. Born 1979. Strange inheritance.
 

luka

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I'm sure you have similar stories. Who was your dad? How well did you know him? Perhaps you never met him I don't know.
 

luka

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He probably ruined your life and crippled you . That's what they do. They wound you. Make it almost impossible to live. Dads.
 

luka

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They are in your very breathing. They are the fear which makes you take such shallow breaths. They are the terror of clenching bladder clenching bowels.
 

luka

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They are the fear which we shape ourselves too. The hairy thick powerful wrist. The slap which makes the flesh smart and tingle.
 
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