Shimmering Pentecostalism

"send me an angel to heal my heart from Being in Love"
the highest rung is "no message", precisely. cognitive obliteration. words as training wheels (they must be shed).
the highest level is an empty container.
my religious background is being coddled by deadheads in an island to the extreme north of the bible belt, bahtiboi
initially anti-christian as a reactive baby shithead position fostered by cheap llewelyn paperbacks and parent's social circle but having qabalah introduced to me by precisely these kinds of sources has turned me over time to haShem

i'm 40 tracks into that (funny enough), remind me to email the typehere doc to myself from lady's computer tomorrow!
organising it by the Sefirot is an excellent idea lol.
also 'qabalistic' is an unfortunate word, because to 'qabel' is a verb. it basically means active listening.
fuddy duddy victoriana resonances. out with all that shit. if anything in ccru's 'criticism' of qabalah has any relevance, it's against that sort, not the Legit Shit on which worthwhile scholarship in vernacular languages is relatively recent, like half a century after the golden dawn.
shimmering pentecostalism, aaahhh
im not versed in dancehall at all so ofc i return to the maybe 'cliche' roots records for this feeling? mid-period wailers, 'so much to say' and 'crisis', congos 'solid foundation' or 'yoyo'

they can't muzzle me: