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What I'd like talk about is this very real sense of becoming the loving watcher, accessing some form of consciousness and an emotional field that feels very clean, pure, coherent and forgiving. what is that about?
cruustie bollocks? no! this isnt anything intellectual or ideological in the sense of being a story explaining the experience. this is an undeniable feeling. a very obvious loving slap in the face from a loving authority that sits much higher than the boring questioning dictator in your head . a higher you is laughing, you wee daftie, you forgot! you and your silly anxieties! we are one, this one vast thing! come back with tears in your eyes, trembling, thank you, thank you
cruustie bollocks? no! this isnt anything intellectual or ideological in the sense of being a story explaining the experience. this is an undeniable feeling. a very obvious loving slap in the face from a loving authority that sits much higher than the boring questioning dictator in your head . a higher you is laughing, you wee daftie, you forgot! you and your silly anxieties! we are one, this one vast thing! come back with tears in your eyes, trembling, thank you, thank you