luka

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writing is the best way to carry on a conversation with the stuff outside the ego so everyone says do it.
 
One thing I've noticed is that when I read what i've written in that monologue style, or emails I've sent people, i like myself. Whereas my daily inner voice is repetitive hatred. It's because I curate, preen, a copywriter selling myself back to myself
 

luka

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A monk might tell you it's your attachment to this idea of competency that's the issue, not technique, innate ability etc. Don't concern yourself with the right way or any particular state, just return to focus on breath

yes of course ive had this conversation with myself im not a beginner
 

catalog

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David keenan said he wrote a whole novel then binned it, before he put his first novel out. But I don't believe him
 

luka

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also all these things are hardest first thing in the morning. try yoga in the morning. you're stiiff as a board and your parts dont communicate with each other. youre an insensate rock.
 
I am so shit at breathing. Always holding my breath for no reason, It's fundamental to our state though... mood, maybe even persoanlity
 

luka

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holding my breath is my habitual state. i dont understand how im still alive. it makes no sense.
 
also all these things are hardest first thing in the morning. try yoga in the morning. you're stiiff as a board and your parts dont communicate with each other. youre an insensate rock.

I'm best in the morning, optimistic, loads of energy, last night's anxieties seem trivial. Then I start meeting others and doing things and pessimism sinks in and its downhill from there
 

luka

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I'm best in the morning, optimistic, loads of energy, last night's anxieties seem trivial. Then I start meeting others and doing things and pessimism sinks in and its downhill from there

i am too in terms of mental focus and energy and optimism but not in terms of mind-body link up
 

catalog

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i watched a bit of that jordan peterson video where he chats to the cancelled guy and i had to stop watching after just a couple of minutes cos peterson looks so ill
 
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