when we doing this? tonight? tomorrow night?
this is surely a deliberate process sometimes, i have good memories of loitering on the sidelines at a club night until a tune came on that i liked, after which i would do w/ever all night, very liberatingThe crossing of the threshold of self guarding, self consciousness is fascinating. Teetering on the edge of a wedding dance floor, cool, cynical but also a bit jealous. All these mixed feelings. Then when you abandon and get sucked in, free... and all that doubt feels silly, something has been temporarily shed but you have to stay in the flow or it’ll grow back around you
aw thank you shiels. i think you're funny and brilliant too. im very inspired and happy and sometimes competitive and anxious about your brilliance and funninessLuka I thought your how to write thing was fucking brilliant and funny on this. The “social self scanning the room for cues” etc. Would love to read more on that
Absolutely. But other people can set the example, bring you into it despite yourself. And someone made that tune! Someone made something so brilliant that they brought that out in you and they weren't even there, might even be long dead. That's what i want to do for people.this is surely a deliberate process sometimes, i have good memories of loitering on the sidelines at a club night until a tune came on that i liked, after which i would do w/ever all night, very liberating