alright this is my ham-fisted roundabout way of apologising i guess. to Luke, Barty and others I think i get the frustration. one can often retreat into their own virtual online world (which tends not to pay heed to real world concrete developments within interactions, doubly so if you are not in the optimal mental state of mind) and try to aggressively push something within that isolated context. hands up, guilty as charged and this can lead to toxic attitudes when none are not (initially intended.) I probably could have given Barty's music more of my time and tried not to always treat luke like an interlocutor I always need to argue with, even if on a strictly intellectual level.
Am I going to apologise for being a cunt? maybe, but, ehh, we all are cunts to an extent. just saying i genuinely feel like i can empathise with where the frustration and gagro is coming from, nothing more, nothing less. I'm not absolving myself of any blame by rationalising this nor am I claiming i was completely in the wrong, just taking stock of avenues for improvement.
Am I going to apologise for being a cunt? maybe, but, ehh, we all are cunts to an extent. just saying i genuinely feel like i can empathise with where the frustration and gagro is coming from, nothing more, nothing less. I'm not absolving myself of any blame by rationalising this nor am I claiming i was completely in the wrong, just taking stock of avenues for improvement.
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