How often do you think of Death? Of killing?

[kid charlemagne]

Since i finished school this year, i have been feeling a sense of unending despondent detached freefall in life about what i do now.... ive realized i now actually have to make opppurtuniities to do things in life for myself, as opposed to in the past where oppurtunities to do things in life would arise or be placed in front of me......

Then that assassination happened.... it was done by a normal guy..... he almost got away with it...i think everyday i am stuck in my stupid offfice that that guy couldve just booked a flight to cuba or somewhere with not extradition to the united states, and now hes free.... mission accomplished...... ive been thinking about this a lot, about just taking a different turn..... just walking down a different street and picking up in a new country and never speaking to anyone from my past or anyone currently in my life again..... in the film Five Easy Pieces starring Jack Nicholson, the film ends with Jack just getting in a truck and leaving everything behind telling no one.... this is what it sounds like liugi did.... in the film The Passenger starring Jack Nicholson, Jack takes up a dead man's identity and wanders around Europe until his past catches up..... these are the mundane states i feel i am in right now.

guns are super easy to buy in Pennsylvania. the owner of the New York Mets, St*ve C*hen has two addresses posted online, one in Greenwich Ct, and one in new york city.... if i am to believe the news about this assassin , is this all really that easy if you know all the information needed, and have all the resources at readily available to you? i watched a woody allen film tonight, and there is a scene where this girl talks about how she murdered someone and got away with it..... i felt like woody and god were speaking to me in that moment when i was watching....

So to my question, both literal and not literal, do you think of death and killing, death of yourself as in who you have been to become someone new? killing yourself to become someone new? killing someone.... jokingly or not?

i have been going back and forth tonight between pacing around my room and laying in bed while blasting Iggy Pop's The Idiot on repeat thinking about this.....

i may just need to get laid again instead of thinking about killing people...... maybe i need to try drugs..... i think i will write a poem about killing and death instead of actually doing it

 

[0bleak]

death?
no comment

killing, basically never

 

[william_kent]

I can't condone murder, so I'm aligned with @0bleak

 

[william_kent]

maybe think about LOVE and UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS

it'll probably get you FURTHER in LIFE

 

[Corpsey]

I suppose there are PARTS of me I'd like to die, but which I don't think can die without being killed to death

 

[martin]

blasting Iggy Pop's The Idiot on repeat thinking about this.....

Didn't go so well for the last guy who tried this.

 

[Murphy]

Try this on repeat Kid

 

[kid charlemagne]

maybe think about LOVE and UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS

it'll probably get you FURTHER in LIFE

i respect this sentiment..... going to write it down in all caps in my notebook

 

[kid charlemagne]

Although, in the Odyssey, Athene visits Telemachus and tells him that he must be as brave as Orestes, the prince who made a name for himself in the world when he murdered a traitor Aegisthus..... She tells him "YOU ARE NO LONGER A CHILD; YOU MUST PUT CHILDISH THOUGHTS AWAY".....

i will continue reading this book and do my best in being dilligent in taking away the right lessons from the book and what the characters are saying.

 

[mixed_biscuits]

This thread will really help with the online safety bill

 

[subvert47]

Obliquely, I'm surprised more suicides don't look to take some bastard with them.

 

[kid charlemagne]

This thread will really help with the online safety bill

Dissensus isn't dead, it just deserves to die

I've come at this once or twice in the past but i'm just gonna go ahead and say it. Between the pensive whinges from people about how their not young anymore inane points being made in the midde of certain threads in an attempt to be funny, this is what's gonna this ship faster than some would...

www.dissensus.com

 

[ghost]

look, i'm gonna be straight with you. if you killed steve cohen you'd be an idiot. we'd get wall to wall coverage of his role in the gamestop short squeeze, you'd be a hero to the nasdaQanon losers who believe that an evil conspiracy theory is preventing gamestop stock from going higher. it'd be the ultimate fuck-you to Luigi, a man who was against the existing healthcare system, absolutely not natty, and Killdozerpilled into taking decisive action that did achieve its goal. you would be condemned by everyone, forgotten by time, and you'd die in prison, even the prisoners unexcited by you—if you even managed to do it.

 

[sus]

Who is a more deserving target

 

[sus]

@kid charlemagne Kill corpsey

 

[line b]

Seconded

 

[kid charlemagne]

look, i'm gonna be straight with you. if you killed steve cohen you'd be an idiot. we'd get wall to wall coverage of his role in the gamestop short squeeze, you'd be a hero to the nasdaQanon losers who believe that an evil conspiracy theory is preventing gamestop stock from going higher. it'd be the ultimate fuck-you to Luigi, a man who was against the existing healthcare system, absolutely not natty, and Killdozerpilled into taking decisive action that did achieve its goal. you would be condemned by everyone, forgotten by time, and you'd die in prison, even the prisoners unexcited by you—if you even managed to do it.

i legitamately believe i could do it and get away with it escaping to cuba..... my thinking is actually i would be a hero becuase hes a hedge fund guy and the brooklyn conneticut faux socialist types would love me

 

[kid charlemagne]

@kid charlemagne Kill corpsey

corpsey is a dissensus test subject.... he posts into the void.... so much of what he says just reads as if hes talking to a mirror

 

[line b]

Doesn't really talk to anyone except Luka who I think he looks at like his own jimminy cricket character

 

[ghost]

i legitamately believe i could do it and get away with it escaping to cuba..... my thinking is actually i would be a hero becuase hes a hedge fund guy and the brooklyn conneticut faux socialist types would love me

that's like 100 people and they smell crazy. i'm getting told luigi is a hero by doctors and nurses. i also think cuba sucks to live in.

but really like "he's a hedge fund guy"? lazy ass. you really aren't gonna make anything of your life like this.

private equity guy could maybe be defensible depending on the details, like maybe they made ski passes expensive or airport snacks or nursing homes. but hedge funds… like who are you even trying to help?