kid charlemagne

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an aftermath of ramadan.... jealous hedonist interrogation..... i should remember not to talk too much about my own faith... fools will spearand poke and nitpick at me becauxe of their own faultsin their life..... yesterday line b has a tattoo appt so i get some time to kill, i know a couple other people from online in the city, im not very close with them, or as involved with them as other online peiople i know, but i kinda just think maybe i kill time with people than just alone.... wasnt the best idea, some people can just be vibe kills, i cant be around people with no real ambitions, whether its their fault or not..... ramadan comes up as they were aware that i did it.... they quesiton me over how involved i was with it, and they start going on about how they cant take that challenge and couldnt make those sacrifices..... i listen to this and think about other stuff i know about their life and it all connects.....
if u cant accept challenges and sacrifieces in life u will stay at the bottom all ur life and never see real change or progress in life.... sometimes i feel bad that i have contempt for people sometimes because i dont know their situation but when they talk about shit like ADHD and speaking in irony like oh i like hedonism, its like why should i even seek sympathy or understanding for why u are the way u are..... i dont knwo.... line b ex wife asked me about ramadan, she wasnt weird about it, but the suprise people meet me with when they find out, just straight up gives me bits of contempt for them... you should gain respect towards people who take risks sacrifices and challenges in life....if u meet them with baffled and surprise then thats ur own meekness keeping you down.... i may sound selfish, but i seek a walkon the highest path in life...
 
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