I'm feeling really rubbish today.
Walked for hour and half Victoria to St Pancras yesterday, weird seeing pedestrian London, crowds going my way... had to walk all roundback of st Pancras but there was a train waiting there and ten minutes after arriving at station I was on my way home to Sheffield... got back, saw the boys asleep in bed, said hello to Carolyn who fortytunately had loads of friends round to cheer her up, drinking wine... I went upstairs to listen to noisecore and dancehall, came down and just flopped with Carolyn... Spent morning in park with family and friends and am just in shick about it all; half an hour later and I would've been in middle of it.