my notion is that i find a interesting link between the culture nerds constant search for that perfect record or that perfect book and INDEED that all-encompassing french philosopher with the traditional 'search for truth' that has for the entire of human history inevitably led one to, as they say, 'seek God' (in large inverted commas)
It is quite simple really - what makes one passionately supportive of certain cultural figures - usually the fact that they spoke and walked a certain truth and showed the highest of intellectual, creative and philosophical truth.
I had a series of experiences which made me unable to continue the now monotonous drab search for records and books when i realised there was some fundamental essence or truth that i was searching for, and that i would eventually have to transcend the search and go about it myself. My interest then went to anthropology and comparitive religion and the philosophy of science. Eventually, as one does, i discovered that the stuff talked about in all the major esoteric traditions was exaclty the same. Then, i began a series of experiments whereby i would hypothetically take one teaching as truth and then see how it faced up to every other major tradition AND, most importantly, everything that i had ever experienced in my time on earth - yes this included drug experiences, dreams, and the layers and layers of everyday perception.
Eventually one begins to understand that there really is only one Reality - and it is the same reality that is and was inhabited and experienced by ancient Himalayan yogis, Amazonian curunderos, Sufi shaikhs, Taoist masters, European philosophers, modern-day scientists, 60s avante-garde filmmakers and Japanese Free-Improv musicians... (and everybody else too)
All these people experienced similiar and mostly identical things and projected there own cultural symbols on them. Strip away the STYLE, the SYMBOLS and what do you have?
I could go on, but after reading and experiencing all this stuff, one begins to understand past the veil of style, all you have is God/Ishwara/Allah/Great Spirit/Wu Chi/Tao as imaginative cultural symbols and metaphors to explain the whole universe as a singular consciousness, and as an energetic and holographic source of emanation from where all sub-atomic particles are created and will return....
..dig?
remember - you are not required to respond - it is a common trait of the egoic human being to violently defend itself. You can say what you want but you will most likely not dissuade me from my truth. I do not BELIEVE in anything - because Belief is the tomb of truth. I only care about what i know and, most likely, though i am 100% open for my system of knowledge to crumble in order for one closer to an ultimate reality to be created, no amount of violent spurts of analytical, arrogant intellectual semen will shatter my reality because i have heard it all before from my own mind!. In other words - this is ONLY open for discussion! Then again - prove me wrong!
