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that's an interesting one, getting rid of the 'lower' stuff. I remember another, streams of shit, piss, snot and dirt, ear wax, streaming out of my body in continuous jets so i would never have to deal with them again.

I think I had lots of fantasies around completion, being finished things that , assuming forms that take me away from the humdrum tasks of life, or shift me beyond involuntary processes. Now less so, as I've got older I've settled into to life as process and am increasingly aware of being in the process of dying, the real completion.
 

luka

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the source of a lot of my problems is that lack of anxiety. it meant i never managed to access that academic competitiveness that you and corpse had. i just felt i was obviously superior and could do what i wanted. all the while everyone else was working furiously to get ahead, knowing that life is a competition.
 

luka

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i revel in childishness and i've got a horror of anything 'mature'.
 
Danny L the therapist should be a good addition to this thread. What do you think @DannyL ? Corpsey has all the marks of a school shooter doesn't he? He's probably already getting hit and with ads for matrix coats and oakleys on instagram because of his disgusting browsing history
 

luka

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Corpsey has all the marks of a school shooter doesn't he? He's probably already getting hit and with ads for matrix coats and oakleys on instagram because of his disgusting browsing history

he talks about this a lot in Lads WhatsApp actually.
 

Corpsey

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Maybe I could be like that detective in Manhunter who understands serial killers because he's a little bit psycho, but for incels who are planning on shooting up sorority houses?

"I know how these guys think, Sarge."
 

DannyL

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Danny L the therapist should be a good addition to this thread. What do you think @DannyL ? Corpsey has all the marks of a school shooter doesn't he? He's probably already getting hit and with ads for matrix coats and oakleys on instagram because of his disgusting browsing history

I think Corpsey is an interesting poster because he wears his neurosis on his sleeve and is pretty open. Which means he's probably do well in therapy if he wanted to go. Unless of course, these neuroses are simply a mask for something much deeper and more disturbing, a way of putting us off the scent.
 

DannyL

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Luka was also studying to be a therapist for a while - be interested to know what he made of the accompanying therapy if he wants to go into it.
 

DannyL

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I sort of think anyone will do well in therapy if they want to. That's maybe a bit of an empty truism but you can normally make headway if there's commitment, and a lot plays out in the relationship with the therapist. There normally has to be a compelling reason to make that commitment though. You have to feel shit enough or fuck up enough to want to change. So I would encourage everyone to shun Luka aggressively, correct him over every perceived failing no matter how small and perhaps we can force him therapy and he can live blog every session.
 

entertainment

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It is interesting that all our fantasies hinge around the same few archetypal situations. The collective unconscious at play.

Funny I had the same exact ones about saving beautiful girls from drowning. Diving perfectly headfirst into the water like it was an instinctive reaction this call to heroism.
 

DannyL

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I used to have violent fantasies a lot. Nutting people, laying out scores of twats who'd annoyed me. I don't (I think?) tend to have these anymore though. I guess these are sort of about pumping the ego up like inflating a bike tyre.

I know I have fantasies that weave together current obsessions in a way that makes me look good to an enthralled audience.
 
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