I'm all about too much I want people to have a nostic experience of sound in the club but not in the happy clappy way. I want people to think they've reached higher dimensions.the journey is from the centre to the limit and back again typically. that's usually been the model
as opposed to continuing on one trajectory forever. there seems to be a point where you can't have more, at least not yet. that is the reason the zone of fruitless intenstification is a real and genuine limit as opposed to a fear limit or an aesthetic limit. what is the right dose? neither too much nor too little.
i can make a case for my view in dj mix form but i don't have decks atm and i need at least 3.that's why the second radio show i did was the return, the earthing. you can make a strong rhetorical case against it but in practice I'm not so sure. all these things are a matter to be worked out through the course of a life, experientially, in any case, and all the answers thus far are provisional.
demand the impossible tho. all radical politics are about storming the gates of heaven.if i were to try and push further, from this much weaker base, i would get lost in the multiples, or i would be banished out side of the circle, or i would get very ill, or depressed.
it's the science of life. there is a sweet spot and a biting point. there's play in that, a back and forth and so on. there's give, but only within limits. too much in one direction and it's force. you cant break the doors down. you cant storm the gates of heaven.
I don't want to win why would i want that I don't exist as an methodological individual do I.force is always the moment at which it's lost. if you overcome to resistance with force youve ruined it. perhaps for generations. you push, of course you push, but not to the point of violence.
impatience will ruin it too. rushing will ruin it. there is a right time and a wrong time. and there is a really right time, and a really wrong time!
gnosis isn't always available like a pack of chewing gum. there is a science and an art to this game. there are rewards and there are punishments. get it wrong and all you end up with is psychic and emotional pain and worst of all, lost time. do you want to win or not?