i try not to watch the worst images to be honest, i can't even handle fictional horror movies, it's a riddle to me how people are able to watch that stuff. i've shut down my twitter account because i think it's bad for my mental health, the feeds are becoming too frantic, there's too many trolls, too many racists, too many fake bots, it's too fast too much stimulus. on the other hand, i believe it's the only place where you can get live, direct images from places that have been shut-off from the world, such as gaza is. it's the only medium that allows you to follow journalists that are there and broadcast what happens and leaving the platform thus feels like leaving those people alone. because i think one of the particular horrors they have to endure, is that they have been made invisible.