I mean there is a zen element to it. like you're saying what should i be thinking about or feeling. i mean who am I to tell you?
That's what i mean by proper music. it tells me too much. I have to be in a specific mood for it. and usually I'm not. that's the antihumanist impulse its in a dialectical relationship with my alienation of a lot of real human interaction unfettered from bureaucracy and the like. but without turning this into a sob story that's how i approach it. if life is so regimented by time and if capitalism reduces everything to exchange time then it makes more sense to just go along without rather than trying to recover lost organic ties. and unfortunately a lot of the most historically interesting music, like proper folk music, worldwide etc, tries to do that in a 21st century context. like you can pick up (in tr and the turkish shops here in Haringey) turku album after turku album with glossy world music production values and overly sickeningly sweet orchestrations. I prefer the old records where they were recorded to mono straight to 45 or compillation lp, sometimes the electic saz in a very primitive form but it had the clatter to it. I don't see why one would need to update that. we don't live in the 1950s-1970s. these are post-industrial times. I'm similarly ambivalent about jazz revivals.
I do think if humanity makes the leap to a reintegrated world tribal community then the idea of folk music as being something in the here and now will come back but it's not really possible outside of subcultures atm. this is what Jeff Mills has been trying to do with his universalistic minimal reductions, ditto rob hood. just strip everything down to perpetual event rather than climax and build up. where as with the progressive house bods its more like a rationing regime. it's a totally reactionary tendancy. I wouldn't put hood and mills in that bracket. the climax and the chug simbiotically merge with each other. as cerebral as it is banging. the principles of the universal drone applied to the beat.
apologies, the crackling in my ear from this infection has still not gone away so I can't be arsed correcting the spelling mistakes.