Hey arrogance! Um I'm not sure if necessarily irony is the correct term here. I certainly don't approach things like this ironically (yr correct, that would be pathetic and arrogant) Almost the opposite, with of an inability to suspend disbelief perhaps. Also the presence of music rather than acting as an enabler of the lizard brain to overwhelm rational thought it actually works as a focal point, preventing release. So whilst wanting to be committed to the thing, I find myself deflected by its prosaic nature, or by the aesthetic qualities of the music itself. The irony I was referring to was that of other people, not myself... Fundamentally I suspect it is because I do not believe in the foundation myths, interesting tho they are... and yes its true, plenty of people do enjoy themselves fully at these things- or at least appear to....