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[nomadologist]

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[gek-opel]

I take it all the playgrounds and public parks you've sullied are well lit then?

hahaha

 

[zhao]

one of my favorite things in life is getting head WHILE DOING SOMETHING ELSE.

like driving, (attempting) reading, watching a video (remember watching In the Mood For Love like this... what they WERN'T getting on screen just accentuated what i WAS getting), playing video games, spinning records (and train wrecking all over the place)...

 

[Gavin]

I have a good sex memory on speed but the sex itself was not that good (could not climax, heart palpitations afterwards).Stupid shit you do in college.

I have always wanted to have sex on coke (I know right) but I haven't. Weed is nice

 

[nomadologist]

Meth sex is on another level. It really is. You can't explain it.

It's almost uncomfortably pleasurable, if that makes sense. I guess because it lasts 4 and 5 hours at a time. And produces painfully large erections.

Ugh my boyfriend always wants to have sex when he is crashing from coke and I'm like "NOPE sorry buddy, i'm freezing and i want to punch you in the face"

 

[zhao]

i've never understood turning off the light unless it's already off.

that's something to do with catholicism i'm sure...

strangest sex memories: sex on acid.

worst sex memories: sex on e.

elaborate?

I take it all the playgrounds and public parks you've sullied are well lit then?

playground was not well lit. but the moon was there... the hills were covered in bright orange light at one point from the sunset...

 

[nomadologist]

one of my favorite things in life is getting head WHILE DOING SOMETHING ELSE.

like driving, (attempting) reading, watching a video (remember watching In the Mood For Love like this... what they WERN'T getting on screen just accentuated what i WAS getting), playing video games, spinning records (and train wrecking all over the place)...

i'm going to tell your insurance company that you do the "road head" thing

inattentive drivers kill!

 

[swears]

I always feel like such a pillock during sex, because I'm so reserved.

I would be great to have no interest in it at all, then I could be THE ICE KING.

 

[nomadologist]

elaborate?

having sex on acid kind of feels like you're having sex on a boat, or on a roller coaster, or something that's moving constantly. your vision keeps doing the "figure-8" sort of rolling back and forth, so it's hard to even concentrate on pleasure. somehow guys can cum this way, i sure can't.

having sex on e feels terrible, i've blacked out in the shower and been rudely awaked by the realization that i am someone's sex partner. definitely no orgasms there either.

 

[nomadologist]

I always feel like such a pillock during sex, because I'm so reserved.

I would be great to have no interest in it at all, then I could be THE ICE KING.

you need someone to corrupt you.

sometimes shy guys are good in bed because they don't know how sweet and earnest they are, it can be endearing.

 

[zhao]

sex on acid or shrooms is unthinkable... it would be nightmarish... coming down yes.

Ugh my boyfriend always wants to have sex when he is crashing from coke and I'm like "NOPE sorry buddy, i'm freezing and i want to punch you in the face"

my heart really goes out to the poor guy... that's like pure torture (if you didn't have a GF you'd just masturbate 15 times but with one it would be unbearable)

with meth it's like you are flying deeper and deeper into the endless maze of your own mind to the point you completely lose touch with reality... especially if you are smoking weed at the same time. and all of a sudden you snap back. what a rush! and immediately take off again.

both coke and heroin (and meth) make me very sexual. and they are all like Big Red chewing gum...

 

[swears]

you need someone to corrupt you.

sometimes shy guys are good in bed because they don't know how sweet and earnest they are, it can be endearing.


No, I am as corrupt as anybody nowadays, tediously so.

It's not about being shy, I just get a huge buzz out of pretending not to give a shit about other people, especially if I'm seeing a girl. I like to see how far I can push that. Can I have an orgasm without showing any strong emotion at all?

 

[nomadologist]

you think he doesn't still masturbate if i turn him down? hahahhahahaha.

heroin makes you lose any interest in sex and food (aside from skittles and ice cream) within a week. that's one of the good parts. like nothing seems more banal and foolish on dope than touching wee wees.

 

[nomadologist]

you need someone to corrupt you.

sometimes shy guys are good in bed because they don't know how sweet and earnest they are, it can be endearing.


No, I am as corrupt as anybody nowadays, tediously so.

It's not about being shy, I just get a huge buzz out of pretending not to give a shit about other people, especially if I'm seeing a girl. I like to see how far I can push that. Can I have an orgasm without showing any strong emotion at all?

ahh I see. I love playing head games, I can dig what you're getting into.

I got over it when I caught feelings, though.

 

[swears]

Yeah, if I met someone I really liked I wouldn't be able to keep up the pretense for long. It's fun to see how long you can bluff it though.

 

[nomadologist]

with meth it's like you are flying deeper and deeper into the endless maze of your own mind to the point you completely lose touch with reality... especially if you are smoking weed at the same time. and all of a sudden you snap back. what a rush! and immediately take off again.

this is an uncannily spot-on description, nice work. i couldn't find the words.

 

[nomadologist]

Yeah, if I met someone I really liked I wouldn't be able to keep up the pretense for long. It's fun to see how long you can bluff it though.

I think it's hot when people hold back. Especially because eventually the damn breaks, and then it gets even hotter.

 

[zhao]

you think he doesn't still masturbate if i turn him down? hahahhahahaha.

masturbation in this situation is not nearly as good as if i was alone. because my mind is constantly thinking about what COULD be happening...

heroin makes you lose any interest in sex and food (aside from skittles and ice cream) within a week.

i wouldn't know... never done it for more than 1 day at a time...

 

[nomadologist]

I will personally come kick your ass if you ever do, too.

 

[zhao]

i used to have this recurring, not exactly hallucination... but like a mental thing that always appears with sex on drugs:

this giant ball of flesh floating high in the sky, entirely made up of genitalia, breasts, anuses and sacks, writhing and fucking and sucking itself.

similar feeling to this: