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After My Big Ayahuasca Trip I felt that the signal out of my face was clean and clear and aligned with what was inside. How much of this was down to being biochemically and physiologically changed, how much of this was allowing myself a clean slate after the ritual, buying into the bullshit like a very colourful and intense catholic confession? That’s another question. But the cycle of selves felt easy and harmonious for a while. Now its all knotted and warped again, tugged and twisted by conflicting forces. So I maybe I need another go