1972: Post-mortem

[luka]

you would have enjoyed the evening. it was demented. malice in the air. sufi keep forcing him to smoke these massive hippy joints even though he'd turned bright green

 

[luka]

he wanted to eat but the only thing on offer was a dubious pub 'chili con carne' served on a bed of mccains chips

 

[Murphy]

a feint whiff of home and Mom’s homemade microwave meals

 

[Murphy]

fap fap fap auto-asphyxiating, inhales helium balloon love you Mommy we must hunt again ssssssooooooon

 

[Murphy]

soiled diapers, appropriate nomenclature

 

[sus]

this could be via the perception of pot as something of a reality enhancer, psychedelic's as a reality leaver, and alchohol as a reality excuser, but the thoughts I had the first times I got dangerously high in highschool didn't leave me for weeks, never had the same ghosts follow me around on any other substance

Wow what were the ghosts! I am intrigued

 

[luka]

Wow what were the ghosts! I am intrigued

they locked him in The Bum Cabinet.

 

[sus]

once saw a girl get so high she started screaming as loud as she could that she could see god and he was coming to kill her and that she was actively dying. everyone had to leave the hang out for an hour while her boyfriend came and picked her up and we never saw her again

Bookmarked

 

[Murphy]

when rumspringa hit Gus made it to Brooklyn and never looked back

 

[luka]

 

[line b]

Wow what were the ghosts! I am intrigued

dont remember, just thoughts I couldnt shake. I was in highschool so it was probably uncomfortable confrontations with ones phony phony personality and a paranoid sense that everyone hated me.

 

[sus]

dont remember, just thoughts I couldnt shake. I was in highschool so it was probably uncomfortable confrontations with ones phony phony personality and a paranoid sense that everyone hated me.

And it was all true every bit

 

[luka]

dont remember, just thoughts I couldnt shake. I was in highschool so it was probably uncomfortable confrontations with ones phony phony personality and a paranoid sense that everyone hated me.

i had a lot of fun thinking all my closest friends hated me too

 

[Murphy]

 

[pattycakes_]

dont remember, just thoughts I couldnt shake. I was in highschool so it was probably uncomfortable confrontations with ones phony phony personality and a paranoid sense that everyone hated me.

limes, you should try this thing I'm into called not giving a shit. Then you don't need to spend energy on little weenies not worth your time or effort

 

[pattycakes_]

And it was all true every bit

sadly for some, they even buy into it and actively become cunts because they can't get the positive attention they believed they're entitled to. usually too late by the time they figure it out, too. a whole life of self-owning. daddy issues can be awfully complex

 

[sus]

limes, you should try this thing I'm into called not giving a shit. Then you don't need to spend energy on little weenies not worth your time or effort

That little weenies name? Pattycakes

 

[pattycakes_]

savage.

 

[pattycakes_]

next!

 

[line b]

limes, you should try this thing I'm into called not giving a shit. Then you don't need to spend energy on little weenies not worth your time or effort

this was when I was 16