question cross posting here and poli. i was out with a girl and she broadly asked "if i have hope for the future". it wasnt tangetially related to anything entirely before in our convo, but i guess you could call us both "leftists". and as "leftists", who do we have to look up to? who is there for our beliefs? i will go see jesus before jesus comes to see us. but bernie sanders was i guess an option at one point, but he wasn't head strong enough and really built to win and lead as things played out. this is just a thought trap i fall into with my "beliefs". im not voting for trump or biden and i shun and disagree those who do, but i feel flat if rebutted with "well who then?". i dont fuckin know but not these two. the future doesnt look bright really either for my or "leftist beliefs" so is this how i have to live and think about politics for the rest of my life if things only look like theyre getting bleaker? and if this leads me to ignore politics and all, do i fall into nihilism? or is it just willful ignorance. sometimes i trouble myself in the balance between paying attention to politics and not. like i guess you should know whats going on, but whatevers going on is only getting worse