the motivation to do something like this is maybe a lot more understandable than people like to admit.
well, as a four-eyed asian kid who went through highschool in America, i can say without blinking, without a trace of a doubt, that i completely, COMPLETELY understand how someone can be driven to such extreme violence. someone with a good heart, even. someone sensitive who feels a lot.
i myself have wanted to do that 1000 times or more between the ages of 16 and 19. persecuted by Baptist fundamentalist art teachers, made fun of by jocks, ignored by rich and popular kids. i was lucky that i found solace in a group of druggy, artsy, goth-punk outsider friends. but if i didn't... i myself could have done what this guy did.
If you look at the small exerpts of his note, his descriptions of American university life are pretty bang-on. "rich kids," "debauchery" and "deceitful charlatans" on campus. Sound familiar? Sounds a lot like a big crappy book written by Tom Wolfe that the NYT etc. praised for yet again capturing the elusive spirit of the times. It's hardly a marxist stance. American universities are festering shitholes of privilege and corruption. Without denying that this guy had mental problems and that there is no justification for what he did, I think the scary part of this thing is that there is a grain of truth to his grievances. Nobody wants to accept it, hence the "search for a motive", despite the fact that he left an 8 page note detailing his motives.
well put.
i think more or less this book about Columbine is along the lines of what we are saying, recommended by a friend:
Amazon product ASIN 1590560310
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