entertainment
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what about us?
You're not in it! It's a fantasy
what about us?
oh yeah I had this one as well.hahahahaha. The heroic orphan fantasy is quite common. I think Freud said we secretly wish death even on those we love, to be cut free.
I have this recurring fantasy that I give eulogies at the funerals of friends (they're not dead yet) and I completely nail it
It's involuntary. I have no idea where it comes from
i often fantasise about watching people give my eulogies at my funeral. thats more nornal isnt it? sobbing, inconsolable. then barty comes back here and hes writing messages through tears, you lot didnt appreciate him, now hes dead!!!!!
Yeah I just like the idea of hitting the off switch I think. Re setting things. Shedding all the accumulated bullshit. Lock down has been good for that actually, meaning I don't fantasise about death so much now (even though ironically I'm more likely to die!)i fantasise about suicide a lot. more and more as i get older. it's not out of unhappiness at all. it's not to escape from unassuageable pain. it's just a nice idea. (tha'ts not a cry for help!)
i fantasise about suicide a lot. more and more as i get older. it's not out of unhappiness at all. it's not to escape from unassuageable pain. it's just a nice idea. (tha'ts not a cry for help!)