i was eating a sandwich not too long ago and was absolutely convinced that on the other side of the room there was a spy. he didn't noticed me but i kept an eye on him.
AND ANOTHER THING there's something uniquely contemptible about people who actually make these ridiculous fantasies real in some way isn't there. Dan Bilzerain. muscles and lingrerie models on a yacht in the caribbean. racing cars and muscles. wearing a conor mcgregor suit strutting around
Pricks like this are always on about a "journey" aren't they?
A boring linear narrative fantasy. A to B. Beginning middle and end.
Also notable that there is almost nothing less dreamlike (and more dishonest) than popular public discourse about people's dreams. We have sessions like this at work where we have to talk about our hopes and dreams and everyone lies and says "to be a good dad", or "just to make more of a positive difference for my community". All well and good but not actual dreams.
Next time we do it at work I'm gonna front up and say- I dream that I am dead and/or my friends are dead
this reminds me of how i always burst into floods of tears at the point where the hero is in the midst of crowd of applauding grateful admirerrs. he or she has just saved the planet or something, whatever it is, they're all cheering, luka, luka, yeah. that really hits a nerve with me. tear up every time