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  1. constant escape

    Self-Transformation & Build A Better You.

    About what? Rabbit holes of esoteric academia? Masturbation?
  2. constant escape

    Self-Transformation & Build A Better You.

    And there is definitely a lot to laugh at here. I'd rather not have to get apologetic about it all though. It registers to me as being important, and not for purely abstract reasons. That said, in many ways I'm still stuck in the rabbit hole, driven by faith above all.
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    Crying

    "Don't make me leave like this Murph!" Also when he was watching the recordings of his son sharing important life experiences. Plus, that kind of abrupt entrance into some kind of higher order reality is something I am subtly terrified by.
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    Self-Transformation & Build A Better You.

    You're not wrong, but I think they were the tip of the iceberg.
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    The Prelude.

    The inspiration is mutual my friend.
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    Crying

    A couple scenes from Interstellar, which I just rewatched.
  7. constant escape

    The Prelude.

    I'm still early in understanding such techniques. In my case, the persona involves a sort of double irony, seeing as affects of such ludicrous intensity can only be integrally received under the pretense of being ironic. That is, this sort of borderline-hubris can only be expressed through a...
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    The Prelude.

    Ah, carry on.
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    Constant Escape: Exegesis and Study Group

    Figures. Haven't paid my dues there yet.
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    The Prelude.

    But I think I can be afforded even greater ability if you yield that power to higher order forces that express themselves in more plural and profound manners than the ego does. Not meaning to pin you to your words here, but to say that "me" is ultimately steering things I think is a misstep, at...
  11. constant escape

    Self-Transformation & Build A Better You.

    Hence the intense probing into masturbation, the first-order default for such discharge. But by "massive energy swells" I mean higher order, collective.
  12. constant escape

    Self-Transformation & Build A Better You.

    Massive energy swells need to be reconciled with egalitarianism before the momentum is lost via violent discharge.
  13. constant escape

    The Prelude.

    Sure, I mean look at how scatterbrained and jargony its compelled me to become at times. And the wits can be slippery.
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    Constant Escape: Exegesis and Study Group

    What is that text?
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    Constant Escape: Exegesis and Study Group

    This seems like the primary hurdle separating most humans from what could not unfairly be called a higher order perspective. But something that was helpful for me to learn was this: that such advances are not necessarily permanent, and thus a sort of psychic maintenance is incentivized, in order...
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    The Prelude.

    Its sort of like a strategic manipulation of dials and pulleys and levers. Pour some degree of libidinal intensity into this effort, motivated by such and such hubristic fantasy, then dial it back by reconsidering the fate of hubris as well as what will likely prove to be a much more integral...
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    The Prelude.

    I had been considering it in terms of the perpetual preclusion of demotivation, coupled with a phobia of stagnation, together blessed by an insight into such sheer infinities so as to properly contextualize any effort of the psyche.
  18. constant escape

    The Prelude.

    That quote that @woops shared, about genius being an unlimited reserve of pains to be taken, really clicked with me. I had not thought of those two things being so intimately connected, yet alone identified with one another.
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    The Prelude.

    It does often seem like, if the distinction between map and territory is kept in mind, that certain ceilings to hubristic libidinal ascent are lifted.
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    Emasculation of the Western Man

    No fecal desecration will be tolerated.
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