And there is definitely a lot to laugh at here. I'd rather not have to get apologetic about it all though. It registers to me as being important, and not for purely abstract reasons. That said, in many ways I'm still stuck in the rabbit hole, driven by faith above all.
"Don't make me leave like this Murph!"
Also when he was watching the recordings of his son sharing important life experiences.
Plus, that kind of abrupt entrance into some kind of higher order reality is something I am subtly terrified by.
I'm still early in understanding such techniques. In my case, the persona involves a sort of double irony, seeing as affects of such ludicrous intensity can only be integrally received under the pretense of being ironic. That is, this sort of borderline-hubris can only be expressed through a...
But I think I can be afforded even greater ability if you yield that power to higher order forces that express themselves in more plural and profound manners than the ego does. Not meaning to pin you to your words here, but to say that "me" is ultimately steering things I think is a misstep, at...
Hence the intense probing into masturbation, the first-order default for such discharge. But by "massive energy swells" I mean higher order, collective.
This seems like the primary hurdle separating most humans from what could not unfairly be called a higher order perspective. But something that was helpful for me to learn was this: that such advances are not necessarily permanent, and thus a sort of psychic maintenance is incentivized, in order...
Its sort of like a strategic manipulation of dials and pulleys and levers. Pour some degree of libidinal intensity into this effort, motivated by such and such hubristic fantasy, then dial it back by reconsidering the fate of hubris as well as what will likely prove to be a much more integral...
I had been considering it in terms of the perpetual preclusion of demotivation, coupled with a phobia of stagnation, together blessed by an insight into such sheer infinities so as to properly contextualize any effort of the psyche.
That quote that @woops shared, about genius being an unlimited reserve of pains to be taken, really clicked with me. I had not thought of those two things being so intimately connected, yet alone identified with one another.
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