Let's Talk About Ceps
to go back to mr tea part of why i keep harping on about it was cos it was such a deflating experience.
sort of like when you play a friend a piece of music you really really love and they
dont like it... how the oxygen just leaves the room. the bubble bursts. the energy seeps away.
it was exactly that feeling.
id had lots of friends scared shitless by it and never want to go near it again
but thats the first and only time ive seen someone look profoundly bored by it!
Oh it certainly wasn't boring, by any means, and I'd love to do it again if you can ever get some more. I think maybe it's because the experience wasn't fundamentally different from what I'd had before on mushrooms, and they were the experiences that really knocked me on my arse - over the course of several hours. Now I say that, perhaps the very short duration has something to do with it.
Mushrooms have scared me shitless, and while I felt an alertness or anticipation on the other stuff, I was really pleased by the absence of actual fear or anxiety as such.
And perhaps you and E are just such naturally reassuring people to be around.