are you sure you aren't all depressed
don't know, yes maybe, do you mean clinically diagnosed, how can we measure it, who decides. my pit periods thankfully rarely last longer than a day or 2. the loneliness but don’t want to speak to anyone, most people seem stupid and deluded, especially me. The grimness feels incommunicable, nothing to hold on to, too complex and unique. You feel damned, deserving of it, thrashing yourself over and over, the hopes and good moods you had before were an illusion, this state is the real truth… then a good sleep and i can be like... what the fuck was that?