IdleRich

IdleRich
something has gotten to a point i feel like i have to say something because i dont want to be so much of a dickhead...... it is almost like the opposite of what i chronicled in this thread

i met this girl one night in wash sq park in mid november.... told her a bunch about bob dylan and we talked of life and stuff and then she gave me her instagram.... i take her to the met the next day and we makeout in central park..... this was while i was pining hard over the girl in this thread so i felt pretty guilty about this all and sent her a long text telling her sorry i came on too strong or whatever and that i cant ever commit to anything with u since i live in another city and all..... she said thats fine we can still hang out..... and so we have been since then and every weekend or so i go up to nyc and we see a movie or something, it hasnt even been that many times even tho we first met in november..... we text too.... tho for some reason ive lost some attraction to her..... maybe since this all started when i was pining for the one girl and the aftermath of that, and i can tell that this girl likes me a lot more than i like her in attraction.... ive shyed away from kissing her at all and hardly hug her even after we part ways after hanging out...... and through text and in person i can tell she likes me more than i like her..... and i am starting to feel like a dickhead..... she has been sending me a lot of bob dylan clips and instagram posts after we saw the movie together and yesterday she sent some and i told her they are from a documentary i had seen a dozen times, and she told me that i am so hard to impress.... which made me feel, ugh..... then i said something along the lines of bob dylan being sweepingly emotionally present to my heart (i can say this crazy unabashed type of shit to this girl because she likes me and eats it up) then she said that she should be sweepingly emotionally present to my heart..... and i was like omg ugh..... i turned my phone off and went to bed and havent talked to her since.... i feel so bad.... like wtf am i supposed to say to that shit????? i know i am being such a dickhead..... i was going to at somepoint see about if she was around to hang out this sunday but like i havent even responded to that text.... and i feel so bad because ive greatly felt the anxiety of waiting a text back and now im not texting someone back.... i feel so bad because this is like the opposite of what i chronicled in this thread about that other girl but I HAVENT EVEN FUCKING SLEPT WITH THIS GIRL and i dont even think i want to or am that sexually attracted to her..... and i told her like 2 months ago i cant commit to someone in a different city but i still feel like a dickhead......... when i got that text last night i wanted to run straight to my laptop and type all this out because i needed the dissensus hard truths but im ffinally getting this all out now..... i dont know what the question is here but i feel fucked
The thing is nine times out of ten they love you more or you love them more and nothing can be done about it. You can't make yourself fancy somebody any more than you can make someone want you. And it's shit but it's life and you shouldn't feel guilty about it. Just try not to hurt anyone and try not to get hurt and have fun along the way and that's all you can do.
 

kid charlemagne

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You have to read El Morado I believe you received a copy
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kid charlemagne

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The thing is nine times out of ten they love you more or you love them more and nothing can be done about it. You can't make yourself fancy somebody any more than you can make someone want you. And it's shit but it's life and you shouldn't feel guilty about it. Just try not to hurt anyone and try not to get hurt and have fun along the way and that's all you can do.
ok i wont feel guilty about it, idk how i will respond, but i would like to continue hanging out with her.... but i just dont think i want a relationship
 

luka

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I read this review on reddit it reminded me so much of the kid

Hi guyss I bought Assassins creed Mirage recently and wanted to review the game on different aspects. Ofcourse this is my opinion everyone will experience the game differently :)

Graphics 5/10 : I was really dissapointed when I saw the graphics. Normally it doesnt bother me when graphics aren't very high but this time I couldn't unsee it. So the first problem was actually that everything was super sharp and that the cutscenes were also very cartoonish? The shadows weren't black but marine blue I was soooo confused about it. I started messing with setting and when I put everything on ultra high its actually worse so I prefer to use 60 fps and medium texture setting and for the rest everything setted high. I was very dissapointed about the graphics as well because it's the latest asc game and origins, odyssey and Valhalla had much better graphics. I don't get why the NPCs are not that cartoonish and actually looked good but Basim didn't.

Gameplay 8/10: I enjoy playing this game thoo because the story is nice, the missions aren't boring, the environement is great and I also love the detail of people speaking Arabic in the background. Idk why there aren't many outfit and weapon options tho :/ I love the Parkours because like it reminds me sm of the first games, it's so fun and smooth.

Combat 0/10: This is probably the biggest issue in the whole game, I can't seem to enjoy the combat. It's very boring there aren't many options, the stealth kinda makes it okay but when ur fighting ur enemies without stealth it's so unamusing. I just hate hate hateee the fighting in this game man. Very dissapointing

Characters 9/10: I actually like every character in the game, they did a good job with the characters. Basim is such a good character, I I like the bad guys because they are so intriguing idk😭

Inventory 5/10: I'm a few hours in and idk what the talismans are even doing I mean I guess it's just for the looks but I really thought it could be useful for something. The upgrading of weapons and outfits aren't too difficult so that's very nice. I'm very sad about the fact that we don't get like nice weapons or outfits it's soo limited.

Map 6/10: Not too big but big enough I think they couldn't do a better job its fine. I love the villages and the dessert. It's a bit plain tho it's pretty much all the same. You have a lot of blacksmiths and other shops near each other so I really enjoy that.
 

kid charlemagne

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line b has encouraged me to get back into the women game after ramadan.... iwill be better at not takikng things too seriously i dont know.... posting may return to this thread maybe
 

kid charlemagne

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idk what it means tbh.... im either going to dress exactly like a finance bro or wear a bob dylan shirt.... i always have the upper hand
 

luka

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Pair of these spiderman shoes
 
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