For me what really stings about this is that in spite of how i feel about some of the music now, some of the most transcendent moments of my life have taken place in clubs/festivals (admittedly usually while trollied on drugs).
It's like when I occasionally do acid, returning to the non-acid world is a horrible descent into the mundane.
I'd like to believe those peak moments are still out there for me, but the older I get the less I ever go out to these things (I don't think I've been to a club this year, actually). My friends are having babies and shit. And as Luka says I'm probably too old to be hanging about anyway.