Zhao, STN:
I'm all for vigorous debates of serious issues, but I don't think this forum can sustain them. In the future, I'd be happy to talk to you or anybody else who has serious questions about addiction from a first-person perspective, or from a scientific one, but I don't know if it's worth talking about in public for me. (I need to avoid things that jeopardize my recovery.)
how it escalated from there i have no fucking idea. but insinuating that Baboon might not be honest about his ability to relate to women in bed was unnecessary, and similarly calling Nomad a liar about her own life was out of line. there are no examples of either of you being knowingly untruthful.
maybe just you both are a bit sensitive right now? but really there was no need for any of that. why don't you say something nice to each other and we'll go on as it is an interesting conversation, and it was really a small bump which turned into a hill...
If that makes you feel better, believe it.
Anyways, my point was simply that being very visual sexually-speaking doesn't preclude also being very tactile.
I just, er, like touching things.
I work within the prison system
wow i didn't know that. when i met you i seem to remember you saying something vague about being in an office all day (but i was also drunk) what exactly do you do? if you don't mind talking about it.
i was in the LA county prison for 3 days once... seemed like 3 months. a nightmare you wake up TO. and in those 3 days i saw and experienced so much: grown ass muscle bound badman crying like a little girl... solitary confinement (for a night)... worse than any depiction in films.
Edit: for the record I'd like to point out that baboon is excellent in bed.
wow i didn't know that. when i met you i seem to remember you saying something vague about being in an office all day (but i was also drunk) what exactly do you do? if you don't mind talking about it.
i was in the LA county prison for 3 days once... seemed like 3 months. a nightmare you wake up TO. and in those 3 days i saw and experienced so much: grown ass muscle bound badman crying like a little girl... solitary confinement (for a night)... worse than any depiction in films.
I'd be happy to talk to you or anybody else who has serious questions about addiction from a first-person perspective, or from a scientific one, but I don't know if it's worth talking about in public for me. (I need to avoid things that jeopardize my recovery.)
Not happy, changed your mind or was that a lie and dont tell me youve gone back to deleting posts to make others look foolish...
...its not a good look eh
I escaped being arrested by a narrow margin a couple of times--thank god, because I can't even imagine what holding is like in Brooklyn let alone LA.
I used to know these kids who would get arrested by filing assault charges on each other, because in holding you can sell drugs for about 10 times what you get on the street for them. So they'd go, sell a bunch of drugs, then drop the charges on each other and leave. (they were teenagers, neighbors not really friends, mind you)
Not happy, changed your mind or was that a lie and dont tell me youve gone back to deleting posts to make others look foolish...
...its not a good look eh
it's something that i had NO IDEA about until it actually happened to me. all the movies and stories ain't shit compared to the real experience... amazing. amazingly brutal and dehumanizing. from the strip naked and get hosed down with high pressure water to the 5+ hours of waiting for your number to get called, to the refrigerator isolation room where i did push-ups and jogged in place all night to keep from freezing... my god i can not even imagine 3 months... or 3 years! or 30!! it's pure torture.
My colleague worked in the States, and from what he says the system is much tougher there - but maybe he's referring to the penitentiaries? Though I'm sure LA county jail is horrible...