one of the best countries. terrible music everywhere. all i heard anywhere is 80s rock and relentless cheese pounding 4x4 bass.
such a strong relationship with america. italians going to america and the american tourist imagination italy. so much of the ancient sites have been twisted to the american taste. ortigia felt like it had been reserved as an american fantasy site. these sort of syncretic things. recognising things from nyc pizza shops and little italy on the street in sicily. maybe even a stronger tie than between the UK and america.
there's a european periphery and a core. sicily feels like the extreme periphery. milan feels like a constituent part of the core
walking through milan on a saturday night - europe still feels like an achievement. i'm not a chauvanist. but europe for all the problems still feels like the bit of the planet that's got it right, more than anywhere else. partly by accident and partly through exploitation of distant places. who knows if it's gonna last
definitely starting to understand the american perspective on europe as small and irrelevant. that reality is accelerating as america gets comparatively richer and europe becomes more troubled. americans are cursed to live in the superpower, it has all kinds of effects. on the ground in a less abstract sense the americans especially the ones that travel just have so much more money than your average italian. it's a bit like backpackers in south-east asia, you can feel the money making everything twist to its will.
one of the stranger things about this trip, i was in a big group of 50 americans, was the number of people with one kind of weed dependency or another and how that stutters without easy access in a new place where you have to find someone to sell it to you. and how whatever you can buy isn't strong enough compared to the legal weed in america. seeing the long-run consequences of legalisation. and that general american thing of everyone being medicated in one way or another.