bloody miserable

thirdform

Active member
my problem is i get stuck in obsessive thought patterns, someone on another anarchist forum tried to cuss out my background as being the leading light of misogyny and i obsessed that the whole night.
 

luka

Moderator
i can see how that could be a problem. thats why ive always said thinking is bad for you
it just keeps you awake at night
 

thirdform

Active member
the doctors treat me like im supposed to be in a prison and they've essentially told my parents not to let me out alone so its all fucked up.
 

luka

Moderator
please remember i am not a mental health professional and, despite continual, inexhaustible efforts, nothing i have ever said to anyone has ever helped them at all, to even the slightest degree and in fact, the opposite is probably true, so best to ignore everything i say and listen to sensible people instead.
 

droid

Beast of Burden
Im also not a mental health professional, but I can emphatically say that you are far from the worst cunt imaginable and you have a community of people here (small as it may be), who value your contribution and care about your welfare. :love:
 

luka

Moderator
Im also not a mental health professional, but I can emphatically say that you are far from the worst cunt imaginable and you have a community of people here (small as it may be), who value your contribution and care about your welfare. :love:
yep. well said.
 

thirdform

Active member
i have to go manditory therapy this morning. i am in a not thinking stage atm just listening to tunes. this always happens lol. i never get the therapy when im overthinking but when ive calmed down.
 

john eden

male pale and stale
Oh I dunno. Judo - using your opponents force against them. Even when you are your own worst enemy. All the things I am good at and take pride in are built on a solid foundation of self doubt. Stuff that looks effortless, that freaks people out - comes from hours of overthinking. Proper 25,000 hours genius level stuff.

You need to get older though to appreciate it. And in my case I needed a bit of external validation from people like Paul Meme to get the fire going.

I’m never going to be one of these super positive Californian types. But I am going to know myself and be happy with my neuroses.

Everyone one here needs to be kinder to themselves though.
 
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