first - it sounds you've got some IRL stresses rn, and whatever those may be I hope they resolve quickly for you
looking past your reflexive mudslinging to the question underneath
you go and lick shit if you want but i dont need to hear all about it
I have little/no interest in an aesthetic universe of ugliness for its own sake. Shitlickers (or more properly, Skitslickers) is ugly but absolutely not in a mindless GG Allin let's all wallow in shit and blood misery just because way. like Discharge-type stuff, it's supposed to reflect the ugliness of war, repression, etc. it's intended to shock, not like a Whitehouse-style calculated provocation, but in a visceral way. granted, that particular band was a particularly stupid way of expressing that, but at the time they were stupid teenagers. that's the entire point. it is complete/perfect "teenage idiot energy" of the kind of you were asking about recently. and mixed in with "war is bad" themes is a undoubtedly healthy amount of normal shock your parents/teachers/the bourgeoisie rocknroll rebellion, Elvis updated for the age of mutually assured destruction.
clearly, it's an area you don't know the first thing about, or you'd be able to make those kinds of distinctions rather than lumping it all together as "horrible bloated ugliness". it's OK not to know - I don't know the first thing about drill (or whatever) and I'm not interested in learning about it. the difference is I'd never presume to speak from ignorance and tell you guys it's all so much bleak pointless mumbling knife crime. it's also OK not to have a sympathetic window. hardcore doesn't need your stamp of approval. these are serious things of worth, whether you them or not. not everything is for everyone.
on the topic of true ugliness - only a few pages ago in this very thread you were imploring me to explore "Lick My Nuts", a vastly uglier sentiment in a way that goes beyond any aesthetic consideration. (not to single out rap here - for example I have no interest in listening to, and wouldn't defend, Cannibal Corpse for similar reasons)