Corpsey

bandz ahoy
Well, I'm not a big drinker but I do find myself wanting to be drunk most of the time now

Or at least, wanting to be in a pub
 

version

Well-known member
Spent about five minutes there trying in vain to find a funny picture of johnny depp
johnny-depp-yellow-teeth-photos-drug-abuse-spiral-7.jpg
 

Corpsey

bandz ahoy
i've renounced sugary snacks for january

GOD I WANT A DONUT

also trying not to watch porn

and after tomorrow (someone's 40th birthday) i'm going to 'go dry', allegedly
 

Corpsey

bandz ahoy
My friends are doing it, they all have much worse drinking problems than me.

I think it would be good for me too, financially and fat-nan-cially, but it's hard to believe I could get through this most gloomy of months without being drunk out of my mind
 

Corpsey

bandz ahoy
This might be helpful, or maybe not

I do think porn is fundamentally quite evil and bleak, and especially damaging for a young mind like mine, the mind of a man who never has actual sex with flesh and blood women

But it's also just a sort of drug, for me. It's dopamine, I waste hours. I read some stuff on the Reddit ADHD forum about pornoholics and how the search for the porn is in itself a dopamine high, then the wanking, the edging, its not even about having an orgasm in a way, the orgasm is a big disappointment cos then reality floods back in and you're back in the shit
 

catalog

Well-known member
I think it used to be fine but like a lot of Internet stuff, it's just become too available on tap, seems to be now not working for anyone
 
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