can relate to that when it comes to clicking in notes to the grid, but i can recommend trying some more interesting sequencing plugins if you havent already, opens things up a bit and allows for lots of happy accidents
Spirals in reaktor is great, an endless stream of constantly shifting melodies based on maths and it looks lovely
Adlais - additive sequencer with lots of cool things
http://k-teck.co.uk/adlais
strokes- made by the guy from cong burn records, not tried it but looks ace, based on jaki liebezeits book on drumming apparently, euclidean rythms n all that
tunes sound good yyaldrin! sorry to hijack your thread with sequencer reviews