I worry about how Im going to renter into the social sphere. I like having friends, parties to go to, but Im also incredibly cynical and would rather do anything else. Last time I was regularly social I was contributing to The Scene which made it feel just slightly less vapid, enough to participate, but Im not sure how to go about it without that.
for me, shyness is just that moment of panic you can't control, when you realise that everyone else has tuned into it as wellWhat is shyness? Fear of rejection? Getting it wrong?
Sensing a disproportionate amount of unfavorable social outcomes, hence playing it conservatively out of necessity. Learned, after being stuck under the wave for too long. Then you bolster/reify it by identifying it, as if you were meant to be stuck under the wave.What is shyness? Fear of rejection? Getting it wrong?
Sensing a disproportionate amount of unfavorable social outcomes, hence playing it conservatively out of necessity. Learned, after being stuck under the wave for too long. Then you bolster/reify it by identifying it, as if you were meant to be stuck under the wave.