sus
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You don't feel like you've ever taken some unusually risky move out of an attitude like, "Well, if it doesn't work, at least I can move on with my life"?- The way this need can lead to self-sabotaging (b/c at least then the matter's certain)
not sure if i've ever deliberately messed things up with my favourite indie pop singer, by stupidity many times but not deliberately