casualties: who cares

[luka]

i was at a 45th. and perhaps i wont make it but i saw two old schoolfriends that look like they're about to die.

 

[luka]

you wonder why someone might be further along the road than you are

 

[luka]

why's it not you

 

[luka]

my advice would be, dont eat meat, do your yoga, stay active, don't take cocaine

 

[luka]

don't drink if you can help it but i know it's not easy

 

[luka]

try and obviously write poetry every day, do everything within your power not to become an alcoholic. cos most of your friends probably will be.

 

[luka]

should you feel a sense of triumph as you tower over them?

 

[luka]

i've been very uncomfortably aware of the brain damage ive suffered this year. i can see the deterioration

 

[luka]

i don't know if it's age, booze, bad habits, but i'm not as sharp as i was. i make more mistakes.

 

[luka]

i'll always be cleverer than my friends, but they're fucking idiots.

 

[luka]

don't eat meat.

 

[luka]

don't eat a corpse. eat a vegetable.

 

[luka]

its you before i that must go

 

[luka]

hop forward crow it's you before i that must go