my first experience with the substance used as a horse tranquiliser
where were you in 2002? wandering around the backrooms in short trousers? i'll tell you where i was: in the now-demolished middlesex hospital, attached to an iv drip containing a lab-grade dose of the stuff to which this thread pertains.
i found myself there as part of a ph.d. level research project, enlisted as a human guinea pig, exploring the effects of this nefarious substance on the capacity for "emotional memory". the researcher had been looking for subjects such as myself who had no experience of ketamine ingestion. i neglected to inform her i had never felt an emotion either!
once the bizarre element was at work in my bloodstream, i was seated before a computer and allowed to watch a video all about a young child's trip to school, in the course of which he suffered a terrible accident and found both his feet had been severed. i remember to this day the image of his stumps, its impact only augmented by the influence of the drug: ketamine!
picture if you will the newly adult
@woops wandering down oxford st savouring the fading glamour cast by special k. it would only be two weeks until he returned to the ward to take the tests again, this time minus the dose. in return for risking life and sanity he was paid thirty quid to get high - thirty quid which he promptly spent on - more ketamine!!