wow man was quite the night this girl took me to karaoke with her friends and as someone who is scared of drugs and alcohol it was a voyeuristic dream while also being a brutal uncomfortable claustrphobic journey to the bedroom... it was the first time i had seen someone do cocaine... and i witnessed the ripple effects and results of a drunk disordelry normal when sober man lose the headstrong masculine image and float like a ghost from it swaying in his lonely sorrows while i feel like don draper being taken to a room of hippies..... the girl said i got the thumbs up from her friends.... i will try to make more conversation with her about drugs.... i will continue to see her.... but this has been venture unknown to me, i have to stay headstrong and make the right "kc priority" deicisions.... clint eastwood, john wayne, bob dylan, and jesus are on my shoulders guiding my way.... i trust them