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I have known a number of people with schizophrenia- according to them its not really redolent of LSD or mescaline, rather it resembles the extreme edges of the paranoid stages of cocaine/amphetamine use, which would accord with my experiences of the latter... (ie- psychosis no?) this would also accord with recollections of my mother's thesis on gender and schizophrenia, (deconstructionist analysis of conversations between patients and case workers/psychiatrists requiring endless re-winding of audiotape to capture the words and inflections of those speaking... some pretty disturbing stuff there, and again highly reminiscent of a few psychosis experiences in the past...) although of course Schizophrenia is a diagnostic dumping ground for all the mental disorders which refuse to fit elsewhere...
Psychedelic drugs to my mind merely imply a nightmarish level of hyper-awareness of social dynamics and tortuous transcendental horror-shows of mass murder and coruscating self-assassination.
being schizophrenic isn't all that much like tripping on acid or any of the organic triptamines in a literal sense--in terms of the look and feel of the hallucinations-- but if you look at the dopamine channels it works on at a really microscopic scientific level, there are similarities there. hallucinogens have been pretty often suspected of precipitating schizophrenia in patients who were latent cases, as well.
schizophrenia does not always coincide with psychosis. not at all. people on the "bipolar" rather than the "depressive" end of schizo-affective disorder will have psychotic breaks after prolonged and untreated bouts of mania, but in general, schizophrenia is a lot like being in a dream state that turns nightmarish--general confusion between thoughts and reality, lots of withdrawing from what's going on because your perception of it gets screwy. coke and amphetamines will often cause paranoia and psychosis, but it's somewhat different than schizophrenic paranoai or psychosis, especially because coke and amphetamines produce a feeling of extreme lucidity for a long time first.
i personally love hallucinogens, and luckily they don't have much of an effect on me long-term. of course, people with depressive schizo-affective disorder tend to self-medicate with anything, but especially cocaine/stimulants/amphetamines. synthetic hallucinogens fit in nicely with amphetamines psychopharmacologically, there's often a very speedy element to them, a lucidity of its own. i've lost most of my taste for speed, unless i need to write 50 pages in two days or something. it's just too harsh and is followed by too much sluggishness and need for recharging--everytime i do it i get a cold or bacterial infection of some kind from wearing myself down. still love coke every once in a while. opiates are just the devil and should be avoided at all costs. they're not good for anyone but the terminally ill or chronic intense pain sufferers.