MDMA is a deeply sinister drug precisely because of what it seems to offer, and the gap between that utopian feeling and the actuality of its effect within society as a whole. Within its current context it has no revolutionary potential, because it offers utopia, or the feeling of utopia, in a readily consumable form. It doesn't require any hard work or achievement to bosh a couple of pills does it...?
well, we've had this conversation before and its one of those perception things where we won't persuade each other because both of our experiences with the drug are valid. i've changed as a result of taking it, without a shadow of a doubt, but yeah, the world hasn't. of course boshing some pills doesn't take much effort, but learning from the experience and applying that to multiple areas of your life does.
i used to be such a shy withdrawn person who had a lot of difficulty understanding what other people thought, or felt. i felt alien and isolated in comparision to most of my peers and i am telling you, ecstasy changed all that for me.
however on a macro scale i can accept that it promised much but like 4hero said it was just a dream.
interesting that no drug has ever altered the way music sounds to you - i find this strange cos pretty much
every drug i've ever taken, bar coffee, has done that for me. the smiths "london" on acid sounding like a massive aural electric shock? check. shitty handbag house sounding like screwed and chopped on K? check. techno and house sounding huge, dubbed out and intensely exciting on e? check, check, check.
i have to say this has receded over the years in intensity, but then again most things have (with the exception of sex, maybe) - its called being a jaded adult.
man, if what you say is true you've missed out a great deal.