I quit twitter.
The content posted on Wednesday really upset me.
I outlined it on the vomitorium blog.
**sigh**
Dunno if people agree or not.
Thanks you for the interesting post on the blog, i certainly relate.
My Social use has got quite heavy over the past year or so, and although the gratification cycle certainly feels like familiarly compulsive behaviour from experiences of less novel stimulants, I don't feel like i'm "addicted". Your post crystallised a couple of disparate ponderings for me - like how the trump soap drama connects with 21stC communications and has brought into focus some questions about whether my own online behaviour is a substitute or an enhancement to real life. As well as my similar experience to yours of toxic overload.
Not only your point about enjoyment of the regular endorphin (?) hit of checking socmed, with it's diminishing returns, anticipation not really lived up to, the reply to your tweet not as insightful as you hoped, your trolling not as luminously incandescant... Or perhaps just no worthwhile updates to current affairs, or worse still, updates aimed specifically at drive-by browser like yourself - a bunch of ads displayed without a worthwhile content payload,
But also about reaching that tipping point - mine was a definite public event - the US election. I'd followed Brexit on twitter with the telly off and the 2015 UK elections offline and away from TV. When the Trump result came in, I found that I just no longer wanted to do twitter - perhaps I felt betrayed by how the result was unpredicted (again) within my bubble, and how ineffectually my bubble had reacted to the similarly unexpected Brexit result. (FB holds no huge appeal - i can't seem to take it seriously for current affairs, whereas my twitter stream is a reliable source of flaming opinions, hot hyperlinks, future news, novelty, endorphins...) My overriding surprise at the Brexit vote was more about the impermeableness of my bubble, than about the result itself, how few of my contacts were brexiters and yet they won their majority.
However, since then I went back on it again. Precisely since Trump's inauguration. so that was a couple of months off, and i'm thoroughly enjoying the return.
You, I would like to know more about what specifically about the events of Wednesday turned you off. I'm interested by the split that seems to be emerging between advocates (like Simon Jenkins) of minimising what someone on twitter called "small bore" attacks like this - reporting them as crimes, not terrorism. On the other side it seems like the whole mainstream media and political establishment on every side step into set-piece positioning and narratives as soon as an attack like Wednesday's occurs (thus basically furthering the terrorist agenda). What's odd is that the "denying the oxygen of publicity" approach was used by Thatcher on the IRA, a different shaped terrorist threat with seemingly less distance between political aims and violent activities, compared to the ostensible nihilism of current islamist terror.
What else is currently making my brain itch is how compelling the Trump show is, especially on social media. I feel a real visceral voyeuristic rush when i read Kendzior or Mensch, unmediated access to their split second updates (at least during US waking hours). I'm intrigued about how Trumpalia taps into this, something to do with driving forward the narrative at the expense of reality.
I don't feel the need to kick it though, in fact i feel hyper-conscious of the crackling pulsating energy bolt of cyber in all it's conflicts and contradictions, really surfing the crest of the web's enormous info-breakers. & I feel much more aware about my online privacy, which platforms and sources respect me (my data and online profile, no more "stay logged in") and how my relations with these platforms are bilateral and co-dependent. Thinking about the hardware seems to help too, G*gle, FB & Apple's ginormous coal-guzzling server farms in Virginia exist.
And I seem to be more productive and engaged and also less gnomic online too - perhaps due to a better understanding of the connection btwn on and offline, a bit of a reset of my own role.


