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[baboon2004]

Oooooh baby
I feel right
The music sounds better with you

Love might
Bring us both together
I feel so good

I feel right
The music sounds better with you

Love might
Bring us both together

Oooooh baby

I feel right
The music sounds better with you

Love might
Bring us both together
I feel so good

I feel right
The music sounds better with you

Love might
Bring us both together

 

[nomadologist]

Actually it was anxiety I went to the doc's about.

Instead I sorted it by changing things in my situation and attitude, practicing meditation and breathing and eating better. The anxiety was clearly trying to tell me something. Like, stop worrying you idiot!

The drugs made me much more anxious anyway so I think it was just a wrong prescription / diagnosis.

they just tried to put me on celexa last week, and it was like if someone spiked your peyote with poison.

now i have to go back to the doctor and tell him i only lasted two days.

 

[baboon2004]

yeah huh

it dont work!!

hell, it's mostly just amphetamines for me.

 

[simon silverdollar]

maybe have never done good pills. the best i ever had had pictures of bacardi batman logo on em. they were the only e pills i did that felt good.

have you tried mdma in its crystal form? looks a bit like dirty rock salt but tastes satisfyingly disgusting. if you haven't, then you really should.

 

[nomadologist]

Agree with the first part but the second bit is a very different perspective to mine.

Much as I like good mdma I do see it as a bit of a regressive womb drug where acid is a deliciously high minded philosopher of a thing.

The best?

Acid with some heroin to take the 'edge' off.

Fantastic

 

[nomadologist]

have you tried mdma in its crystal form? looks a bit like dirty rock salt but tastes satisfyingly disgusting. if you haven't, then you really should.

no. i imagine it would make me hold hands with someone i don't know and wake up with all kinds of new people on my phone who call all the time and i have no idea who they are.

when i think of the taste of an e pill, my throat closes and i gag and my stomach turns. just from *remembering* the taste.

 

[zhao]

ok all you junkies and crack heads, go here for your fix and leave this thread for the nasty freaks.

"if you ain't fuckin or suckin then please don't waste my time" - Lil Wayne

 

[simon silverdollar]

you could also have one of those 'imagine the world's leaders if they were on pills' conversations that every single person has...one of the few things that mike skinner ever got spot-on.

 

[nomadologist]

I told you people like drugs more than sex

 

[bassnation]

you have simply never done good acid. trust me.

no, i have, when i was younger. some very strong microdots, purple ohms, you name it. i'm not knocking it, i understand why people enjoy it but i am a far too complex and fucked up a person to deal with the experience. i realised this quite early on. plus i didn't want to be one of those hardcore crusty acid basket cases communing with nature naked in the woods at midnight. having been brought up by hippies this is not something i want for myself.

 

[nomadologist]

you could also have one of those 'imagine the world's leaders if they were on pills' conversations that every single person has...one of the few things that mike skinner ever go spot-on.

roffle

Yeah, or we could talk about our shitty relationships with our parents!!

 

[nomadologist]

no, i have, when i was younger. some very strong microdots, purple ohms, you name it. i'm not knocking it, i understand why people enjoy it but i am a far too complex and fucked up a person to deal with the experience. i realised this quite early on. plus i didn't want to be one of those hardcore crusty acid basket cases communing with nature naked in the woods at midnight. having been brought up by hippies this is not something i want for myself.

You are complex and fucked up?

I have bipolar II, possibly schizoaffective disorder, I'm a junkie, a cocaine addict, my parents were abusive, my family was one of the original mafia families in the U.S. and now I'm unemployed.

Trust me, I'm am probably more complex and fucked up than you are, and acid makes things GREAT. I'm not a hippie, either.

 

[noel emits]

Yeah-eah-eah-eah-eah-eah.

Floyd Dice productions > ecstacy.

 

[bassnation]

You are complex and fucked up?

I have bipolar II, possibly schizoaffective disorder, I'm a junkie, a cocaine addict, my parents were abusive, my family was one of the original mafia families in the U.S. and now I'm unemployed.

Trust me, I'm am probably more complex and fucked up than you are, and acid makes things GREAT. I'm not a hippie, either.

LOL moving on from the which-drug-is-the-best argument to who is the most complex and fucked up. ok i'll take up that challenge.

well i had a happy hippy family background and to all intents and purposes this should make me completely stable and normal right? well, no! wrong! and thats even more fucked up. at least you've got a reason (or reasons, rather). i've got no-one or nothing to blame and i'm telling you, thats hard.

beat that!

 

[nomadologist]

oh maan you just beat me i think

i don't doubt having hippie parents can be hard

i kind of wish my parents had been hippies, at least it would have explained why they tripped so much

 

[nomadologist]

I don't believe in unattainable girls.
Unless they already know and don't like you, or have a patrol of bodyguards wherever they go, they aren't unattainable.

Well, at least I don't believe that they are unattainable simply based on their looks or solely any other reason they may be at the "top of your ladder."

Keep dreamin.

 

[bassnation]

Keep dreamin.

LOL.

hey, just pm'd you nomad.

 

[nomadologist]

I sent something back-- I think? i'll try that again. i had to erase a lot

 

[Mr. Tea]

Edit: should be in the drugs thread, but hey ho, posted it now -

well, cocaine and alcohol are a different story. not much good has come out of those drugs for me personally.

but no, i stand by what i said. the experiences i had on mdma changed me forever as a person. i know lots of people who feel the same. it brought about a fundamental change into the way i view and treat others. there was things i learnt from lsd concerning the fabric of reality which was revelatory at the time i suppose, but even that pales into insignificance in terms of the practical effect it has had on my life as a whole. and e is the least smug drug out there. you could just as easily say lsd is a short cut to enlightenment for smug western hippies, or coke is the ultimate capitalist experience for smug yuppies. but e does not fit into any of those pigeon holes that easily.

it can be dark too - the empathy thing cuts both ways. feeling others emotions or pain is not always pleasant in a big city like london. but i would not have it any other way.

everyones different though, and this is a very subjective opinion.

oh and i'd just like to add that some of my best friends were made in my raving years, who remain so to this day, despite the fact that we don't rave or take pills much anymore. it doesn't have to be fake.

I'd say this goes for me, too. Experiences on ecstasy aren't as totally far-out as those on mushrooms or acid, but I've found they've stayed with me as a long-term thing to a much greater degree.

And who was it mentioned MDA? I think I had that in some pills once, it was like a stupidly strong, speedy and much trippier version of normal pills, would be great to get some more but I guess it usually just turns up as a contaminant in 'ecstasy' than as a drug in its own right.

 

[RobJC]

E is fraud of a drug - it totally removes your critical faculties and gives the impression that you are having the best time of your life, without actually changing your perception of the world at all - I gave up going clubbing with E-heads because usually the night would be probably one of the worst of the week interms of music, crowd, dj, etc, but they would be banging on about for the rest of the week as the best night ever, every week, and repeat until bored.

The quality has also has got so bad that you have take several to get anyting - its like a model of consumer society in drug form, constantly diluted and cheaper but ultimately a pale shadow of its former self.