i think someone said: the dark shit is hedonism for a lot of people.
i'm aware of this alleged connection from all that EBM industrial i listened to as a kid, all the sinister bondage imagery and all that, but i was thinking today that i never really knew how exactly that worked, and still don't. how does this logic go?
i mean, being pissed off isn't exactly the most pleasurable way to live is it?
(ahhhhhhhhh yes! i'm going to enjoy my weekend to the hilt by wearing black eyeliner and screaming at the sky!!!

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is indulging in anger and all those emotions which are frowned upon by society supposed to be "hedonistic"? but is the pleasure to be had by "taboo busting", "transgression", and general "deviant" behavior for its own sake anything more than that of a baby who just learnt to say "no"? it may be an exercise of existential "freedom", ala Camus and noble negation, suicide being the ultimate act of free will and what not, but it has nothing to do with Pleasure.
seems to be more about frustration and inability to indulge rather than excessive pleasures of the flesh.