i was invited by this trans girl i hang out with to go to a lesbian club tomorrow night.... i said yes.... but im very nervous to go.... ive never been to a club.... i kept asking her what happens at clubs.... i dont know what happens at a club.... should i go? how should i behave? how should i act? how should i dress?.... i guess i will go i dont know what will happen whatever.... this is all a ruse i set on myself to make myself socialize more..... first with that open mic in brooklyn i went to.... then tonight i went to a bunch of pool bars where my trans friend made me socialize and walk up to people to ask questions.... i didnt do as much socializing as i should have, but i did socialize some...... i was held accountable.... but i wonder if i will go to the lesbian club.... is this where people do the drugs ive been told to do? i dont know