kid used to think he was wise to the system
Prince of the street always do things his way
But he had a case of conventional wisdom
Never say nothing the others don't say
The young breakdancer who invites the peril of the street, his arrests and beatings, the panhandling dances of the subway platforms, his shame in verse, women shiny in tights, unaffordable, and then the moment of disclosure.
Thread of dawn that wakes the East
To the cry of souls unfolding
His embrace of Sufi tradition, the strugglee to become another kind of panhandler, a beggar for rhymes, singing his anti-matter rap (as he called it) and learning languages and customs that seemed natural to him, not sealed in mystery and forgiveness, a blessing embedded in the skin.
O God O Man living high at last
Sucking the titmilk of prayer and fast
Wealth, honor in a hundred countries, armored cars, and body guards, shiny women, yes, again, everywhere now, another blessing of the flesh, women veiled and blue jeaned, clutching the bedposts, painted women and plain, and he sang a little sorrowfully of this and of the voice in a visionary dream that spoke to him of a failing heart.
Man gave me the news in a slanted room
And it felt like a sliver of icy truth
Felt my sad-ass soul flying out of my mouth
My gold tooth splitting down to the root
There were twenty dervishes in the street and they were the archetype, perhaps, the early and sacred model, maybe of the posse of breakdancers, only rightside-up. And Fez's final words couldfind no beauty in dying young.
Let me be who I was
Unrhymed fool
That's lost but living