OK, look, I'm not saying that you are on any kind of spectrum, but alarm bells have been going off in my head ever since you started posting here.
I've been on the internet since 1994, finally diagnosed around 9/11, and this has never happened to me before.
I have what is called nvld which also has a lot of different deficits which can also be on a spectrum like autism (like, I read about some people with nvld that can actually play sports, and I go WTF, what lucky bastards) and it's very much like autism when it comes to things like social stuff.
I don't know if you know Chris Rocck, but he was diagosed with nvld after a friend said he might have something like aspergers, and it has helped him a lot.
Sometimes it takes other people noticing things is all I'm saying.
I'm also not saying you're anywhere near as bad as I am in general or that you have anything at all, but coming from a complete stranger, all I'm saying is maybe get it checked out?