Intoxication log

[other_life]

i am at present uninsured and jobless and have no business being anywhere near a doctors office until that changes

 

[other_life]

but i do appreciate the board's fraternal concern. mushies have been great for my mental/crawling out of Worst Depression of My Life otherwise is the kicker, i wish that was my cognitive baseline instead of the kinds of habitual and characteristic errors and traps i get caught in when sober. probably there is some kind of spiritual or mental discipline i need to be applying to holding that mode of thought and those insights in mind when unaided by drugs. once there was a way to get back home

 

[luka]

Thats what good about drugs and tragic about them. You should feel like that everyday. Gives u a taste of what life should be but dont let u hang onto it

 

[other_life]

they've kind of sat me down with how mean i can be and how needless it is. i don't think the world could make it for a second without Rachmanus